DAN'S AESTHETIC ASKS 🌈🌈🌈 FINAL ROUND

I'm so fucking tired of these acts so this will be the last one I participate in. If you want me to 

do a Q&A blog, then just ask, but please don't use these ones off Tumblr or some other Facebook and whatever ones and ask me to do them all. I might do some others in the future, but for now, I'm all asked out. 

🌈Aesthetic Themed Ask List 🌈

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?

While washing the dye out of my hair yesterday. It was Gangsta by Kehlani.

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?
I'd want to know if it was possible for him to love me as I love him.

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?
Publishing 7 books and travelling to 23 countries all on my own. 

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?
Laying out above the stars in Magdeburg after watching the sun set. July 2013. 

matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?
Yes, I'd take far more chances and show no more restraint.

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?
1. Take the bullet train in Japan.

2.Snorkel off the British Virgin Islands.
3. Complete my body suit.

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.
she's sweet and caring, yet annoys me to the point of breaking sometimes. We've shared so many moments and secrets it's really a wonder for me. I never thought I'd have this with another person; especially someone that I met online.

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?
Some parts were happy. Camping, train trips, pool swims, sea swims. 

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?
I don't.

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.
I'd pick Phil because I know he'd appreciate the beauty of the planets. He'd be perfect to snuggle up with in a duvet and share stories and dreams with. He'd be impressed with the vastness of the stars and I'd be impressed with the coldness and opportunities of space. Perfection. Mingle and merge viewpoints and enjoy the slow sounds of each other's breathing echoing out into the night. 

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?
I have done whilst on a plane before. I've had some good conversations with strangers on trains and planes. Travel always seems to make people want to open up. In the  6 or 7 times that I've done it, it's been a bit freeing and a chance to listen to other viewpoints that I never would have been exposed to otherwise. 

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?
I've not had one in a while; mostly everyone I know is asleep at that time and I'm watching Netflix or I'm in a Trazodone-induced coma. 

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?
I would tell Phil that I'm thankful he shared a part of his existence with me and that he's not as useless as he sometimes thinks.

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?
Seeing as I have brown eyes with hints of green, gold and amber (depending on lights). And I know someone amazing with the same eyes as me and he's gorgeous inside and out. It's a pleasure to know of his existence. 

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.

Like most living creatures, the pigeon quickly associates the pressing of the level with the reward. But when a timer releases a seed automatically every 20 seconds, the pigeon wonders, what did I do to deserve this? If it was flapping its wings at the time, it will continue to flap, convinced that its actions have the decisive influence on what happens. We call this "pigeon superstition".

What did I do to deserve this?

-Nemo Nobody 

It makes me wonder what I've done in the times where choices appeared to be automatically made. It makes me ask new questions about myself. What choice or series of choices have led me to this exact moments? Can I change any parts of these choices and or moments? And if I do, what does that mean for me? Mean for the future and the present. It makes me want to explore these possibilities, which are seemingly endless. 

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?
Reasons Why Dan's a Fail comes to mind, but no.
I'd call it, The Masks I Wear. 

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?
Buy a nice house, travel the world, invest in non-prophets to help those with mental health issues

and veterans. 

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve-year-old self.
Why the fuck would I wear winged eyeliner? Anyway, here we go. 

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?
Without a doubt, I'm punk xD But I do love pastel mint and pastel blue!

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.
I have almost 200 tattoos and 35 piercings. I love them. They express me, conceal me and make me who I am. I'd feel wrong without them. They fill me with a type of pride that nothing else can. 

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

Nope. It's rare that I wear it. 

bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.

I've been shaped by the comfort of The Smashing Pumpkins, Fall Out Boy and other bands of my youth. Many of them I still listen to today. They've gotten me through periods of turmoil, depression, suicidal thoughts and periods of great stress. I wouldn't be here or in this position without them.

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.
I want to be noticed for my craft and my intellect and no longer pushed into the shadows that only add to my discomfort and angst. 

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.
I've been to so many xD I can't pick one! They all left me feeling invigorated, wonderful that I was apart of something this big. I left feeling recharged and in a really good headspace. I left feeling like I belonged. 

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?
I'd want a letter from him simply saying, "I love you, just as you love me, if not more." 

space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?
Yeah, for the most part. I've always got a stack of papers or two or three on the desk by the time I step away from it at night. Everything else is neat and in its proper place. 

white bed sheets: what is your night time routine?

Take my tablets, tuck in and watch true crime documentaries, autopsies or documentaries on unknown mysteries. 

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?
Everything. They don't deserve to get to know me. 

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?
Just as it is now. 

eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?
Do I have to pick five? I don't know who I'd pick but I know it would be to Mongolia. That's my obsession.

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.
I'm not going to do this one, because if you share them, then they will never come true. Didn't you learn that when you were a child? 

painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.
I honestly can't recall. Maybe when I was a kid and I went as the Red Power Ranger, back in like 1995 or something. 

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?
Nothing. I'm still me, rarely ever naughty when I'm intoxicated. I tend to focus on the high, and my behaviour as to not let anyone in on the secrets. I prefer to get high alone just so I can relax, wholly and fully. 

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?
There's a long list of NOPES right there. 

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?
If I could only listen to one song for the rest of my life it would be...Mayonnaise by The Smashing Pumpkins. It's got a beautiful melody and relates to how I feel in so many ways. It also opens new doors of thought each time that I listen to it. 

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.
Yes, I've fallen in love. For me, its an all-consuming sensation, it's peaceful and chaotic. It's a high that I'll do anything to keep. It's my focus, my drive. It's my pain, my plaster. It's a wonderful, yet brutal thing for me. 

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?
This question is fucking stupid. Don't talk to me like this. 

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?
I just like hazelnut coffee. And anyone can order it for me, its just fuckin coffee. Get over yourselves people. 

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?
Working on some new projects and preparing for my book tour! 

fin.

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