My Friend Winkles Take 2
I've come to the conclusion that my friendship with Winkles is over.
I've reached my breaking point.
No more "I'm sorry, Danny" No more forgiveness.
Last night she knew how upset I was, that I did something to hurt myself and then today she doesn't even check on me, to see if I'm alright or what's happened. If I bring it up she's going to come up with some excuse because she went to some loser-con-convention. I'm not buying it. I don't want to hear her bullshit and empty excuses. I'll hear there was no wifi, there was no time and she'll make it my fault that I had an expectation of her to check in. It's plain to see that she does not give a fuck. If she did, she'd have taken 5 minutes to check in on me. I don't want her around anymore. This isn't the first time she's done this and it won't be the last. I should have listened to my instincts rather than my moronic mate on this; if I had, I'd have dumped her ass before we got tied into something together.
She gets pissed off when I call her out on things, tells me that I'm wrong and gets so defensive. It's never her fault, ever. There's always excuses and eye-rolling and huffing. She's a child who thinks she knows everything about the world. She doesn't and she never will. It's beyond her stupidity, it's her arrogance that she most certainly has not earned.
I look forward to the day that I can tell her never to contact me again and will never be bothered by her. She can go and hang out with her cheap, low-class loser friends. Chavs if I've ever seen them and they want to judge me? Well, the slam-pig friend tried and me and Puffin just weren't having it. I don't want her to be my friend. She doesn't have the same expectations of friendship that I do and I'm tired of trying to make her or frankly, just deal with her.
I'm tired of trying to be friends with people. I try so hard and they never put anything back, not even half of what I give. It's not that I have too high of expectations. I want to be treated with respect, involved in their lives as I involve them in mine and feel like I'm cared about. It's not too much to ask, really, but it seems like it is.
She gets pissed off when I call her out on things, tells me that I'm wrong and gets so defensive. It's never her fault, ever. There's always excuses and eye-rolling and huffing. She's a child who thinks she knows everything about the world. She doesn't and she never will. It's beyond her stupidity, it's her arrogance that she most certainly has not earned.
I look forward to the day that I can tell her never to contact me again and will never be bothered by her. She can go and hang out with her cheap, low-class loser friends. Chavs if I've ever seen them and they want to judge me? Well, the slam-pig friend tried and me and Puffin just weren't having it. I don't want her to be my friend. She doesn't have the same expectations of friendship that I do and I'm tired of trying to make her or frankly, just deal with her.
I'm tired of trying to be friends with people. I try so hard and they never put anything back, not even half of what I give. It's not that I have too high of expectations. I want to be treated with respect, involved in their lives as I involve them in mine and feel like I'm cared about. It's not too much to ask, really, but it seems like it is.
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