I AM NOT A PLASTIC FUCK DOLL

I seriously don't know why I fucking bother at all anymore. 

I really don't. 

I try to make friendships and not even two days into a new friendship,

I get this shit: "I wanna tuch u"."

First of all, learn how to fucking speak the language you're going to

talk to me in. I'm a human, not a robot nor am I a Bingo Champion. 

The next person to abbreviate words with this mindless Internet slang

bullshit will be punched in the face or blocked. Don't like it? Don't talk

to me. I don't need you or your stupidity. 

Second of all, I don't even know you, don't talk to me like I'm some kind

of streetwalker. I don't turn tricks for money, never have and never will.

I have this thing called "self respect" which is an alien concept in this 

"society" that we live in. What the fuck ever happened to courtesy and respect? 

I'm not a flirt in any sense, I'm just a friendly individual who's looking for

someone to watch horror films with and eat pizza with. Don't mistake my 

kindness for any kind of attraction, because that's not the case. Its not that I'm

frigid; Its that I'm not looking for another relationship outside of what I have

now. And if I was, I wouldn't be doing it over Twitter. That's really just the lowest

form of social interaction, aside from something like Craigslist. 

This comes at a time, where last night I was awoken by a text by a new friend

I had made on Twitter. We'd been speaking all afternoon and a few times the day

before, and I'd messaged him around 17.30 my time and figured he'd be asleep or

at work depending on his schedule. I look on my iPhone screen and it reads:

TWITTER: @------- touch u 

TWITTER: @------Come get some cuddles 

I'm instantly annoyed. I told this person I was looking for NOTHING more than friendship

and he wants to push the envelope. I don't even bother writing back, I just block him. I 

don't want to hear explanations or excuses. I'm too old and too tired for this bullshit to 

be going on. Its a fundamental lack of respect for me as a PERSON. That's what I am. 

Not whore, a plastic fuckdoll or what have yous.  

And the bottom line? I'm not gonna fuck someone I just met on the internet okay? 

Not my style. I've clearly said this multiple times and time and time again people think 

its okay to try and exploit my kindness. How did my offer of teaching him recipes translate

into "please touch me"? Seriously. Someone send me a Mafia decoder ring or something so 

I can work this out. 

Its the same for these mindless fucknuggets on Facebook. They either add me or just

randomly message me. "U beautiful, I touch you?" No. No you may not touch me. Try and

touch me and you will get my fist, laced with barbed wire in your cunting eyesocket. And then

there's the ones who ask for naked photos. What leads them to the thought that its okay to ask

some random person that? And anyway, there's plenty of free naked skanks and tarts on Google or 

other free porn sites. Don't ask or you'll be blocked. No, end of story. No second chances. Nothing.

It's bad enough they can't fucking speak but the things they ask of me! 

Now, I was sexually abused a handful of times and I know how that can affect relationships, self esteem and overall mental and physical health. Its not just the soliciting that bothers me, its the thought that they have the right to say or ask these things of me. I believe in free speech, but there's a limit. And asking someone "Show me ur pussy" is crossing it. And if they believe that its okay for them to try and seduce me when I've said no or just out of the blue, what's stopping them from trying to touch me off the internet? Trust me, the filthy hands of some stranger with stale beer on his breath in a dark alley outside a bar is nothing to be gleeful about. No, I'm not confusing the act of physical assault with the typing of words on the internet. I know they are two different things. Simply what I'm asking is, how far will they take these things?

NO ONE REGARDLESS OF GENDER, GENDER IDENTITY OR ORIENTATION SHOULD BE SUBJECTED TO THIS FORM OF VERBAL DEGRADATION. 

Its more than words. Its more than the expression of thoughts or human desires.

Its being a fucking pig who has no respect for anyone or their rights and only cares

about his OR HER own sexual desires/pleasures. 

Unfollow me, Block me, Unfriend me or whatever if you disagree with me.

I give less than a fuck about what others have to say on this subject. When

you've been subjected to it time and time again and even assaulted by one of 

these waste of human lives, let me know.  

And yes, it was "friends" who I'd spoken to on the Internet and even ones that

I met at school that did these things to me. Remember this the next time you want

to defend your actions of these nature or someone who treats others like this.

It can happen to you.