Wo ist Daniel?
Its no surprise that I've been MIA on here for about a month; so few blogs have been posted in the last three weeks or so that I pretty much forgot that I run this. My productivity has decreased dramatically and there are no excuses for it. I finished the manuscript for Glass Hysteria and have been on a standstill for the As You Were travel photography book for about two weeks now. I have just too much going on in my head to try and concentrate on finishing that manuscript or to even be able to hold my concentration to put out some blogs. That being said, the photography book is slated for an October release. I don't want to put out half-assed content on there. I want to publish and post things that I feel are up to my standards, that are interesting and also somewhat relatable. I feel its better to not post than put out shit.
It's not just on here that I've been MIA. I've been pretty withdrawn in almost all of my relationships. I've been pulling away, favouring to be left alone in the dark coolness of my bedroom, blocking out the sun and those clamouring at me. It's too much for me. I have no desire or energy to try and sustain empty relationships or put up with the bullshit of those who constantly disgust me with their behaviour and shady loyalties.
I've also been spending a lot of time filling out job applications. Some of them are really long and they have assessments to take, so that takes up a lot of my time and by the time I've finished putting all this effort into things with no payout I don't really feel like writing a blog. Things have been so empty lately and I've not been creative at all. I've managed to get a little bit of work done on Happiness & Homicide. I have so many ideas for that it's difficult to get them all in order, write them all out and see how they can fit with the overall idea of the story.
I've got some other ideas for blogs that I hope I can start to work on in the upcoming months. I've got a few lined up that I'm working on, so stay tuned for those. I'm doing a special Delectables with Dan on the 11th to celebrate the release of Glass Hysteria & Dan Howell's birthday. I'd planned this blog in advance as well as the release and it's too late to go back on that now, so that will be up on Monday. In the upcoming Delectables with Dan, I will sparely do due to financial limitations, Pork Chop will no longer be featured as my cute little assistant.
I've also been spending a lot of time filling out job applications. Some of them are really long and they have assessments to take, so that takes up a lot of my time and by the time I've finished putting all this effort into things with no payout I don't really feel like writing a blog. Things have been so empty lately and I've not been creative at all. I've managed to get a little bit of work done on Happiness & Homicide. I have so many ideas for that it's difficult to get them all in order, write them all out and see how they can fit with the overall idea of the story.
I've got some other ideas for blogs that I hope I can start to work on in the upcoming months. I've got a few lined up that I'm working on, so stay tuned for those. I'm doing a special Delectables with Dan on the 11th to celebrate the release of Glass Hysteria & Dan Howell's birthday. I'd planned this blog in advance as well as the release and it's too late to go back on that now, so that will be up on Monday. In the upcoming Delectables with Dan, I will sparely do due to financial limitations, Pork Chop will no longer be featured as my cute little assistant.
In other news, starting in a month, I'll be meeting with another psychopharmacologist! This will no doubt be an adventure so the popular Adventures in Psychopharmacology series will be coming back as I explore new medications in addition to my therapy sessions. I'm not going to be seeing Elvira anymore, but a bloke, who will no doubt, get a clever name. I gotta think of some so when I go to write the blog about him, I'm prepared.
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